My path in Blogging

Hello my dark-lings and curious ones!

This is the story on how i began my Blog and Youtube Channel:

On July of 2013 i decided to bring my bicycle to work, it was a beautiful day and i was very optimistic and determined to make that day a great success!
The way to work was perfect, i made a new friend on the way and i was able to enjoy every single moment, and just before arriving to my destination i had an accident and hit the bicycle against a stone, my left knee hit directly the front of a rectangular metal part that is used to fold the handle (my whole bicycle folds to a more compact style).

The pain was intense at first, and faded almost right away due to the level of adrenaline in my body. I decided to go inside and i found myself with an open wound that even tho was not too big it was profound :'(

 At first i thought it only had to be the wound to heal, i waited a few days patiently, but soon after i discovered that i had moved my left kneecap which is still semi detached after 2 months and keeps getting out of place :(
I can't flex my leg nor stand in my two feet for long, which makes it impossible for me to work on my sessions since i require both feet and my job is very physical, on top of it, my life is pretty much dependable on physical activity so it has become a living nightmare.

I got frustrated very quickly, i felt i couldn't do anything, i tried to force myself to walk or do some activity but it was making it worse, so i was forced to stay at home and doing as little as possible.

The recovery has been slow and painful, we are evading surgery, there's the daily recommended exercises, tests and visits to the doctor which helps but only time will determine what will we be able to do, hopefully we can find a good remedy before we run out of options...

The rabbit hole went very deep when it came to my sadness, i felt trapped and useless, i am used to be self sufficient and my family depends on me... but i wasn't going to let myself go further down, so in my attempt to bring myself up again i decided to distract myself by browsing nonsense on YouTube and maybe try to find inspiration in alternatives to bring income home... and after watching some pranks and tutorials and the oh! so mighty V-loggers doing their thing, well, i decided to give it a try on my own way, and there's where the best part of me emerged into who's now The Lady *M* Black, sharing knowledge and stories surrounding my beloved Gothic Subculture through my path of having light through darkness.

 

I honestly don’t know how this will turn out to be but i think is worth giving it a try, i have always something to say, my life is also interesting enough to be shared with others and my knowledge through research and experience are quite useful, so i'll gladly share with you my experiences in life and personal opinion and how this could enlighten your path and give clearance to some questions that you may have regarding not just only the Gothic subculture and how it is applied as a lifestyle but also some personal development tips as well, as well as a glance of the Gothic life here in Montreal, offering you as much entertainment as possible, not all has to be serious, we can laugh and have a good time as well, but bare with me since i am new to this and it will take some experience and consistency to develop these skills, i will still do it gladly :)

Please check out my post on WARNING! so you you can be able to understand better my dynamic in this blog and hopefully you'll be able to enjoy this awesome journey with me.

You can always check my YouTube Channel and Subscribe if you like my content, and please like and share if you find something there worth showing with other :)
http://www.youtube.com/user/TheLadyMBlack/about

If you read this means that you are curious or crazy enough to stay tuned, YAY! thanks for the support  =^_^= , and be prepared, cause this will be a wild ride!


Enjoy your night!

And Remember: Embrace your Goth...
Because even Stars need Darkness to Shine